♥ Date: Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Love doesn't exist in this world I just find out. Some people say long relationship will last. Ha. Don't make me laugh. Liars all liars! Fuck love. I don't believe in love already. Once everything changes in relationship means it's going to be worst in future. What for go care about this relationship anymore. Once a person change, everything is gone. A person will change! His trust is also gone. I won't believe in love anymore. I swear! What anniversary? What sweet talks all lies! Don't need celebrate anniversary also. Because is meaningless now. Making a person happy whenever I try. Attitude, scolding, cold war will come. I don't want to be a good person anymore. Because always failed. I really don't know what the fuck is he thinking or what. Maybe I am lying to myself that love for him it'll last but it seems all is fake. Why must I cry, why must I put more effort in the love? I really hate cold war. Because it's really scary during relationship. 16 months liao tomorrow. I'm really trying to make him happy but failed. Why you tell me why? Seriously, I really very tired in the relationship le. >: I want to be a happy girl but i think now I won't able to be. Because you change.. I'm sorry! Bye people.. I'm a useless girlfriend to him! He don't even understand that well. So I think I in this world also meaningless. Bye, love. >: back to the top